[[Have a sigh.]]

I....well, I'm sure you're aware of how I came to leave the battlefield. It was a....culmination of things, really. I was naive.

[[His hands will tighten into trembling fists as he fights to keep his voice even.]]

And...forgive me, I've never...spoken about this, not to anyone...I can't allow myself to live happily...not until I get the chance to prove to myself that if the time comes I won't...I won't...run...no matter what happens!!